Tuesday, January 5, 2010

For all of you who supported me over the past nearly two years (two years?? its so fucking wierd to think it has been two years...) thankyou.

Thankyou to those of you who came over from BBC to read my story. For telling me how i opened your eyes to the world of stillbirth.

Thankyou to those of you who are part of the beloved DBM (deadbabymafia) who came to support me and validate me - that I am not insane...

Thankyou to those who came back time after time and mourned Caden's loss with me, raged against the vandals at the cemetary and rejoiced when LB joined us (he's doing well btw)

I'm not leaving this blog...but I am moving on.

The loss of Caden does not occupy my mind the way it once did. I feel like I have said all the things I need to say, I feel like it is time to move on. When my grief was so raw, the pain so intense, this was a lifeline. I came here to pour my soul onto the screen and work through my grief the only way I knew how...through my words. And through your words I got what I needed. I got a friendly ear listening to my rambling. I got words of love and of support, where I received none IRL.

So I say a huge thankyou, and assure you that I will be back with updates intermittently. But I am moving onto a new blog - that will encompass every area of my life - where this one has always been, and will always be my special little place for Caden.

I would love to list individually all the people who I have met on this special journey and who touched me. But to be honest I went from one blog to another to another and there were so many...so many people who touched my heart. You will always be special to me and I will always remember you all, and your precious little babies gone too soon.

xxx

6 comments:

N said...

Kristi said...

I love you!

tireegal68 said...

I came over to your blog from BBC when Caden died and yours was the first blog I ever read. Caden's story and your courage and fierce love and rage and sadness really have touched me and I am so glad to have met you.
I am sending you love and hugs and hope for you and your wonderful family as you tread this next part of the journey.
Thank you:) and see you around:)xooxo

Rachel said...

<3, that is all. wishing the best for all of you.

G$ said...

Here with you always. xoxoxo

sacredandscarred said...

I'm glad you're doing ok. Would love to read the new blog if you're comfortable with that.

 

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